Why'd I think that you would let me in?
Why does wanting you feel like this?
Talk so much but I never get a word in edgewise
I made you come in so you couldn't stay
How'd we end up in this damn cliché?
You thought I loved you, all I asked is if you were doing fine
Everybody went home darlin'
Haven't you been getting lonely?
Why's it even matter to me?
I didn't mean it when I came too clean
I didn't mean it when I said those things
Well I talk so much that I forget to filter out the rages
I don't know why I ever made those plans
It's not like you were even half the man
You thought I loved you, all I asked is if you'd hear me out
Everybody's locked up darlin'
Don't you ever wonder 'bout us?
Why's it even matter to me now?
If I could go back and unmeet your friend
The one that told us to "Make nice, shake hands"
If I could drink a little less red wine that night
I would tell myself to skip that party
I would do it in a fucking heartbeat
If I could write you out the narrative of my brief life
Everybody gets hurt darlin'
Don't you know you can't avoid it?
Why's it even matter to you?
Why'd I leave a space for you and me?
Why's this wanting leave me so empty?
I think so much but don't remember anything worth thinkin' 'bout
I know we had a decent run right through
I know I learned an awful lot from you
You never loved me, and I never could've saved you
Everybody's trying darlin'
Don't you know you can try harder?
But what's it even matter to me now?
If I could go back and do it all again
Rewrite the story of two childhood friends
And never gave you back your keys that fateful night
I would have said that we should skip that party
Make you sleep it off and call me in the morning
And I could make myself a hero in the end
Yeah everybody gets hurt darlin'
Don't you know you can't avoid it?
What's it even matter to you?
Yeah everybody gets hurt darlin'
What's it even matter to you?
I don't even matter to you
Should've skipped that party
Should've should've skipped that party
Should've skipped that party
Should've should've skipped that party
Should've skipped that party
Should've should've skipped that party
Should've skipped that party
Should've should've